My ABC's

A - Age you got your first kiss: can we qualify this? It was either five, 15, 19, or 20, depending. Fuck it; let's not complicate things. Choose what you want to think is the right one.
B - Band listening to right now: Lost in Translation. ( i REALLY REALLY want to be watching Eternal Sunshine but it's not here.)
C - Crush: that's about the least of my current worries/concerns/focus. (not that i'd complain if something happened.)
D - Dad's name: Art
E - Easiest person to talk to: Sadly as of late, the numbers are dwindling. I'm sorry guys. Most of Pamoja and co., Stephanie, Heather and some others remain.
F - Favorite music at the moment: Sufjan Stevens Illinoise
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: whichever isn't sour and has the most red variety.
H - Hometown: IS this where i'm from or where i consider 'home base'? Kalamazoo? yeah.
I – Instruments: i sadly don't play anything at more than a posieur level. (i can harmonize and sing ok though.)
J - Junior High: Howardsville Christian. (i know, i know)
K - Kids: never for me personally. I like them a lot at times though.
L - Longest car ride ever: to Monterrey Mexico from three rivers. Or maybe out to the southwest.
M - Mom's name: Donna
N - Nicknames: em, emi, sweet pea, etc.
O - One wish: Stuff was less messed up, for everyone, in general.
P - Phobia[s]: a work in progress
Q - Quote: This could be immortality. Who are we to know if we die? (paraphrased David Mamet)
R - Reason to smile: Bill Murray (minus that whole 'garfield' thing.
S - Song you sang last: Hmmm. 'Bitches ain't shit' out on the porch with about eight other people. Or 'Tis a gift to be simple' (same people and porch)
T - Time you woke up [today]: 7:59 am
U - Unknown fact about me: i can be strong sometimes. it just takes a little self-goading.
V - Vegetable you hate: cooked spinach alone.
W - Worst habit(s): self-defeatism.
X - X-rays you've had: only at the dentist.
Y - Yummy food: rasberries. Veggie pizza with sundried tomatoes and artichoke!
Z - Zodiac sign: taurus.

I'm glad i stayed around tonight. Just to try and be helpful. I wish there were more i could say or do but there isn't. Good glory i'm gonna miss liz. Is there any reconciliation between misplaced jaded youth, nihilism, and ardent blind hope?

I hope so.